http://urbanshakedowns.wordpress.com/2012/06/06/truth-seekers/
An essay on remembering who and what you are, in addition to what life is all about.
And I still think Physical Existence is stupid, and I condemn myself for asking for it. . .over and over again, especially. I have fleeting memories of bits and pieces, and it was NOT a walk in the park. I remember a few unpleasant ends.
Remember I am a near death survivor, and got to see some of my Akashic Records.