Hmmmm. Maybe I will get my heart ripped out to teach someone a lesson. In analogy, of course. That's not what my 'visions' said, but who knows? What timeline am I in?
What ever. It doesn't matter. Ultimately, after you get to where you're going; and you're through playing these stupid games, nothing matters. Not only do I know it, I GROK it!
No matter what happens, I win. I've won already. I'm just waiting for my prize.