OK, maybe I understand something. 52. The change I was to experience may be internal, and not outside of myself. Maybe it already happened. A shift in 'tude? Sort of.
I am preprogrammed to do what's right regardless of what a low opinion I have toward the collective human race. I wouldn't have such an opinion if what I've experiencde hadn't been so. I'm a reactive bitch who lashes out at circumstances if they're not going my way. Such is the nature of most.
I willingly stay here for the collective's evolutionary sake if there is no pain or inconvenience beyond my wanting to be somewhere else.
NOW GIVE ME A ROADMAP, DAMMIT!
