Mine head is spinning. I am become architect, but will not see what I have built.
I wordlessly asked if something would occur of one quite powerful, many years ago. She said yes, after telling me what I had asked without speech. The time is here. I can have what I want/need. . .sometimes. Not always when I need it, in my opinion; however. Or should I say when someone else 'needs' it?
Then again, it might not matter what I/they cannot have that I/they need, or that I think I/they need. If I can help the Tao, I will; despite my 'tude. My actions don't reflect that 'tude. And all the important things have been verifried by those way ahead of me, so. . .
I am also reminded on a daily basis on how light my chains are, and how fleeting mine self-imposed prison. And another reminder. . .in effigy. . .of something that is, that cannot be expressed. . .here, for there is no way in this realm of limitations where abilities are so strongly curtailed.
It also looks like the ball is gonna get a'rollin on THE SHIFT. The DESTRUCTION of what should NOT be!
I hope it's real this time.
