I repeat! When in a situation you do not like, do not comply. You are eternal. Your body can be destroyed, but you can not be. What does freedom mean to you? Anything? It may get you killed, but if trapped in any way; can you become a liability to your captor?
Per se, if you are imprisoned. What happens if you refuse to get out of bed? Refuse to engage in prison labour?
Solitary. You may get beat up to the point where you can't get out of bed. You may also get killed. But is that a bad thing, considering your circumstances; and also considering there truly is no death but only transition?
Ifn only you knew what I know!
I'm not gonna tell ya outright, but research the Cathars and find the answer yourself. And whilst you are at it, read the Emerald Tablets. It's not like reading War and Peace, or anything. You have to pay attention, and it will take a day's worth of hours; but if you really want to understand what you are, it won't matter. What's a day for the sake of personal evolution and defying evil?