I WANNA GO HOME! I WANNA BECOME COMPLETELY RECONSOLIDATED WITH MYSELF, AND I WANNA BUILD, AND BUILD, AND BUILD, AND BUILD, AND LEAVE SARAH WINCHESTER A GAZILLION PARSECS IN THE DUST! I WANNA BUILD PARADISE PLANETS ON THE ETHERIC PLANE WHERE NOTHING HAS TO DESTROY ANYTHING TO CONTINUE, WHERE EVERYTHING IS ONE, AND KNOWS IT. I WANNA BUILD PLANETS, STAR SYSTEMS, GALAXIES AND UNIVERSES, WHERE NOTHING WILL EVER BE CORRUPTED, AND NOTHING IS EVER DESTROYED!
I WANNA KNOW EVERYTHING! I WANT OMNISCIENCE! ALL AKASHIC KNOWLEDGE! I WANNA SEE ALL THE ANIMALS THAT EVER BEFRIENDED ME IN ALL THE LIVES I EVER LIVED!
But I gotta wait. I almost wanna e-mail someone for a time-line, but I don't think I'll get it.
I guess it doesn't matter. There's nothing I can do but go on my destined footsteps, for if there is no time, my consciousness is just playing another role that will never go away, and exist for all eternity in both directions.
At least I know I'm getting closer every day. Glad it's dusk. Glad the sun is almost down on this disgusting era, where all the best were destroyed. All those that knew. . . All those that lived in paradise despite being surrounded by HELL!
And there's something else I want back. To really feel the only thing that matters, that I was only shown in small doses so I wouldn't destroy myself. But at least I've had first hand experience.
Thanks to you that took me on!
