August 8, and summer hasn't started yet locally. We've had 17 days that were spread up that registered at 80°, with the highest being 91°, and I wonder if two of those 80 odd degrees were an error? Nice.
This Wave X thing. . .I'm beginning to wonder. Is it just more hopium? It's still early in the game, but I'm not noticing anything. If it is real, I'm going to walk out of myself. I can do better somewhere else. I didn't cause this mess, and I'm NOT GONNA TRY AND FIX IT! It's not my job to deliver what I think is deserved, so why should it be my job to clean anything up? I am sick of my 'slave' status, of having to wait for anything, and all inconveniences that have been, are, and will be bestowed upon me. If it's not real, I guess I'm stuck here for the duration and I'm going to be more obnoxious than ever to make up for it. I'm sick of a lot of other things too, but I don't think I'll get into that.
An aspect of ALL THAT IS has been sorted out, me thinks. Not in the best way possible, but close enough. Why strive for perfection in an imperfect world? Why bother trying to get clean when perpetually submerged in a sewer? Why give your best to a flotsam race under quarantine that you have nothing but contempt for, even if you are a part of it?
Yes, I asked for it; and I deserve everything I got, am getting, and will get. I just hope the worst is over, but with how the news is; I've got to wonder. Then there's another question. What will run out first? Me or my resources?
