Life: A lesson and experience in frustration! Gods above and below, YOU'RE TELLING ME??!!
To be on the cusp of something, but you have no clue of what it is. Less than three years fer shure, but hopefully around five months is all I'll have to wait to know what it is.
Is three years a short time? Well, considering I've lived over half a century; it doesn't seem as long as it once did.
But you do know something else. You have a job. You are a paper warrior. You make things happen by moving pieces on a chess board so to speak. . .somewhere else. . .where you are in the ultimate reality, and not in the land of illusion. You do it over and over again in somewhat different forms, but you are fighting to reunify all that is, and that's all that is important.
Oh, what fun. Sitting on the edge of the abyss, almost knowing things; but not sure of anything, except that one day you will jump into that abyss. Or will you be pushed?
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The weather is sooooooo WEIRD. So warm, so dry here, West, Southwest so HOT.
Waiting. . .waiting. . .
I HATE WAITING! GET ON WITH IT!
