I am walking toward THE ABYSS. It is getting closer and closer. I can almost see it. I am running on signs, symbols, sigils, and A PROMISE!
I asked for something and I have it, though I no longer want it. I also saw that I am going to make a wrong turn due to a lack of trust, and even though I KNOW it is a wrong turn, I will still make it because I have no choice. It is predestined.
And when I get past the point of no return, all will be all right. It will be a bitch getting there, though. Yet it could be so easy if only I knew one thing without a doubt.
But that ain't gonna happen.