The greater my contempt grows for humanity, this realm, and everything in it. All down here is a glutton for punishment, for the sake of ego I suppose.
Some who almost die, or rather who die and come back express a greater love of humanity, whilst I just would rather go off and never see any of this mortal flotsam again. But of course I have no choice.
Even though I only have a wee bit and only as it pertains to my life, Akashic Knowledge is a double edged sword.
Statistically, my life was better than most and I accomplished more in obscurity than most; yet still I have a 'tude from HELL. This is something I know not why. I suppose I'll figure it out after I get to where I'm going. I do have theories, but that is all they are. Speculation.
