I have to get in the right state of mind before I get to where I'm going as opposed to waiting for 'parole'. I no longer have a choice, and I allegedly have a little bit less than 4 months to 'work on it', if a certain 'prophesy' is correct. Ye gods, but they way I was informed is a riot. The gods do have a sense of humour.
Well, life will be a little cheaper for it.
