Am I gonna be tested? Will I pass? Why bother?
Self control. Something I severely lack in some respects. Can I harness my hair trigger temper? Haven't managed in my 55 odd years. Really think I can be motivated now? I mean, considering what I work with?
And if I don't? After all, it is based on getting triggered. It's like after putting up with the same crap for over two years, I finally snapped.
Then again, there are many ways to fight back; huh? Some are just um. . .less overt. And a whole lot crueller.
I suppose my psychopathic streak is showing, huh? I do seem to have one. I guess my alleged Annunaki ancestry is rearing it's head. . .be it ugly or not.
